Big Gay Ron ([info]biggayron) wrote,
@ 2000-05-22 17:04:00
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Already having second thoughts about my new journal. I guess I'm just so used to keeping every aspect of myself private (even from the few people in my immediate family who see me on a daily basis) that this is so foreign a concept to me. It kinda stirs up all the old self-conscious bullshit that has plagued me my whole life and contributed so much to my depression/socialphobia/reclusiveness/etc...

*Sigh* I guess we'll see how this plays out...

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[info]lizreay
2000-05-23 08:01 am UTC (link)
I usually deal with it by only posting the fairly trivial stuff... the really private stuff stays to "Rants That Shall Never See The Light Of Day". :)

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[info]biggayron
2000-05-23 01:52 pm UTC (link)
Yeah, that's sound advice. Unfortunately, the trivial is so intertwined with everything else in my warped li'l mind that I don't really bother sharing that much either. You know how wondefully communicative I can be *sarcasm alert!*

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[info]moonmystic
2000-06-14 11:31 pm UTC (link)
You shouldn't feel self-conscious...no body knows who you are...so how can they judge you? and you don't know who they are... so why should you care what they think anyway? I, myself, have real self-esteem problems and have found journal writing a very theraputic outlet. I can say whatever I want, get whatever I need to off my chest, and air out all my dirty laundry without worring about what someone will think of me. I hope you find it to be a good release for you too.

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